Tuesday, October 10, 2006
go me!
okay i just finished my little template in 2 days. i love it i really really do ^.^ can't you totally tell!? okay i'm going a little crazy. must be the lack of sleep plus the sense of satisfaction getting to me. but i must say i'm really quite rusty at html. so um. quite a bit of the code was kinda ripped from xuehao's layout (whose creator i cannot find so i cannot link) and a little from jeanette's layout (see the thanks to area). it was quite like a refresher course for me or something. haha. all the old info flooding back in. i rmb how i used to spend quite a bit of time doing all that last time.. oh well. nice to know i can still do it (with some help of course ^.^).
everything these few days has been a blur.. i think in my sleep-deprived, computer-polluted, voice-dissolving haze i actually seem to miss out on a lot in life. missed bernard's birthday party, missed all the hours of piano practice i could have put in, missed prison break ep 3 (ARGH!), missed talking to quite a few people. but oh well. i guess after promos you kinda think "hey i have some time let's do stuff" but end up not doing much, just getting hooked onto the com (again) and not doing anything else.
screwed up op dry run today. i won't talk about it. well actually i'll mention a little larh i guess. i thought the nervousness would have gone away alr, considering all the time i've been on the stage with the choir and stuff. but it's different when you don't have other people standing around you and you aren't prepared at all. so maybe i should really take a little time to practice instead of thinking "i can do it" just because i've done it so many times before in the past. well i was usually pretty nervous during those sec school presentations but i did seem to manage to keep it under control.. maybe it was just the lack of sleep. oh well.
okay i would like to blog but it's really getting late. so i should really turn in. ciao! sorry if all of you readers (like how many can there be, pls) missed me :P
stained with coffee at 12:29 AM
