Wednesday, April 26, 2006
post-bleus. well. i guess i can just continue being sad and disappointed... or i can just fall back on the happy knowledge that yeah, i do have a lot of support from many people in chorale, and if i didn't get the post.. well all that's bruised is my pride i suppose.. and everyone can use a little humility sometimes. so thanx all of you who supported me and offered all the little things to help me through yesterday and today. (: thanx punchie gurl for the chocs... haha. they're really really nice. and so are you. ^^" and thanx loads and loads to my angel ^^" yay. bestest angel in the whole world. i dunno whether my guess of your identity is correct larh.. but yeah. it's okay, you're still the best angel anyone can ever have! so thanx everyone again. whee. okay i need to do my work now. ciao!stained with coffee at 11:43 PM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Post-election. The Old SayingThe old saying's wrong.
You don't fall among the stars
When you miss that lunar stop.
Gravity just pulls you back to earth
At 9.81 ms ^-2 (that's to 3 s.f.)
Well there are clouds there, of course
To cushion that long fall down.
But little wisps of nothingness do little
When terminal velocity kicks in.
I guess i'll just enjoy the long ride down
(Go with the flow, as they say)
And while i'm falling i'll calculate
Just how big that impact crater will be,
And how many pieces
I might be in.
stained with coffee at 11:06 PM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
randomness. got this off carol's blog. quite accurate actually. for a piece of semi-random bs. haha.MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy (Ivee will so totally agree with this after what she said about my ass on tues haha). Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered (heh). Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful (who me? hmmm). Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners (haha. everyone just shut up.). Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize nyahahahahar. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistical. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.
stained with coffee at 9:15 PM
Friday, April 14, 2006
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stained with coffee at 11:54 PM
.noitcelfer Crash And Burn - Savage GardenWhen you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
'Cause there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again
When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
it's quite an old song, but i think it's really really really sweet and nice and everything. i think one of the worst things that has ever happened was the breakup of savage garden. cuz i think darren hayes can't do anything by himself. okay.
(don't really feel like saying anything more. hmm.)
stained with coffee at 12:48 AM
Monday, April 10, 2006
mmMMhmm. i realise i have many many unknown contacts on my msn list. i also have many many people who never ever sign in. but oh well who cares. i'll just leave it in its messy state. it isn't important anyway and i don't know why i just blogged about it.the weather's been getting cooler recently. it used to be hot but now it's not really anymore. well for those of you who know about me you'll probably decipher tonnes and tonnes of information from those two sentences. but oh well. it's true i guess. haha. okay i feel oddly semi-high right now.
um. yesterday yesterday. yesterday was interesting. i don't know whether i should blog about it. we'll see.
um. what else. should i talk about opening ceremony prac/ora useless thing? um. i think i shall. haha. um. well basically we got to skip like. 2 days of lessons and just stone around in the parade square and rot. sounds like real fun right. well. that's the problem when everyone else in the stupid programme has some problem that has to be settled but you (chorale as a whole) don't. you just waste your time doing nothing. oh well but i guess i get to spend some time with some of my chorale mates.. so it wasn't really say bad or anything. you know. bonding and all.
caught ice age 2 on friday. really really cool thing which didn't really make sense but was super funny and super touching and everything. so yeah. it was basically super. well worth the 8 bucks. actually it would even have been worth 9.50 i think. and no it isn't just because i got to spend more time with my chorale mates. heh.
saturday was just weird. morning thing was quite okay. glad avonne was happy with her present. i think it was one of my more inspired wrappings. but now i have problems cuz i don't know if i can top that anymore. i think it's like. the pinnacle of my wrapping achievements or something. i shall see. haha. sorry all the other april birthday dudes if your present isn't as exquisitely wrapped. oh well that was just like self-praise but nevermind. didn't feel well after lunch so was convinced by ivee to go home and sleep which i did, for like. 5 hours. woke up for dinner then fell asleep again. was in a semi-conscious state and replied like. 2 msgs to av. before dropping off to oblivion again. woke up at 5 the next day (sun). not really the best experience. oh well. wait someone just msged me. bah. horrible classmate asking about homework. bleah. (ok i'm sorry classmate.)
sunday. well i did say i wouldn't touch sunday.
um. monday was okay. that's today. went to school to do work and semi-succeeded. got drafted into genevieve/zhuoyi/random person/random other person's campaign group as unpaid manual labour for about half an hour or so. not a very fun experience. oh well. the after-campaign party that i was promised better be good. haha. after that went to eat and then went to swim. the sun was kinda perfect for a while but after like. 10 minutes it ran away and hid behind the clouds and summoned up all the thunder and lightning (which luckily was still quite far off). slept practically the whole way home on the bus. and i'm eating dinner now and blogging. and my hokkien mee is getting cold. so i should stop. whee.
eek i can't put the silly quiz thing in cuz it screws up my template. anyway for all those interested i am actually a nymph. hmm. and i'm artfully naked. okay just ignore that. it sounded wrong. i'm thoughtful caring and hopeful but also possessive lonely and lost. lost!? bah. i suppose. um. okay i just thought of something really odd which i WILL SO NOT BE WRITING HERE.
stained with coffee at 7:02 PM
Monday, April 03, 2006
no riddles, please. haha. dad woke up at 5 again instead of 6. anw i did have some work to do (which i don't seem to be bothering about anyway) so i got up as well. can't get myself to do work so i'm here blogging.anyway. i hate it when people beat around the stupid bush and talk in riddles. makes my head swim for one. hint hint here, a trace of something else there, expecting people to put the stupid puzzle together. well i'm fine with puzzles, but i actually need all the pieces? or maybe i'm just reading everything wrong. which really happens most of the time. i suppose that's why i always find physics/math easier than lit. cuz it's either there or not there. no "if you argue your point correctly, as long as the marker can see it and can agree with it and it's not too far out of point and etc etc then it's fine". and i'm just quite sick of trying to read into anything now. cuz it seriously isn't the right time for this at all.
okay so that's all i have to say for now.
stained with coffee at 5:30 AM