Thursday, November 25, 2004
how to lose a guy in 10 days
haha. just caught it on hbo. such a nice show. it's probably the best romantic comedy i've watched so far. ok fine so i haven't watched that many yet. hah. but i shall try to this hol. sigh. but it really makes me think about... ok. nvm. doesn't make me think about anything.
stained with coffee at 2:24 AM
Monday, November 22, 2004
¿ confused ?
it's kinda interesting. how two emotions which are theoretically diametrically opposed can still be linked so closely to each other. what a fine line between the two. hmm.
stained with coffee at 1:37 AM
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
...should neva have gone.
sprite ice is a poor substitute for beer.
stained with coffee at 3:30 AM
Monday, November 15, 2004
Reality-Blind Optimist vs. Reality-Crazed Pessimist
haha. of course, i would rather like to consider myself a realistic person who wants to be prepared for all situations, rather than a Reality-Crazed Pessimist. and i guess dickedyyyyy would rather think of himself as a happy-go-lucky person. or wtv.
anyway, a little background on the situation here. we're trying to get our RE poster done in less than 12 hours, cuz at 9am tmr, we're supposed to have our poster judging competition. yea. wad am i blogging for, you may ask. haha. nvm. that's irelevant to the discussion. anyway, we're thinking of printing the poster in school. cuz they have this cool poster-printing machine which can print out really professional posters. problem is, we're not sure whether the library is open at 6am, or any time before 9am. mr tan [tchr-in-charge] said it would, but we're [or at least I'M] not so sure. i'm kinda realistic and would like to be prepared for all situations [:P:P:P]. so i keep trying to think of what to do if it isn't open. but my good partner prefers not to. haha. and he keeps saying it will be open it will be open and stuff. and oh well if it isn't its the teacher's fault and we can be late and blame it on him [which doesn't make sense to me, cuz maybe i'm not happy-go-lucky or anything]. haha. shall write more about this drama as it unfolds tmr :P:P:P.
stained with coffee at 10:32 PM
Sunday, November 14, 2004
hehe.
oo. haha. it's so cool playing et again after so long lolx. but i better have enuff self control to stop again next year when sch reopens lol. seems like i haven't really been doing anything much of interest with my life. it seems so boring and stuff. haha. i got a lot of impt stuff to do lar. just that i don't bother doing them LOLx. haha. kk i know. everyone faces the same problem.... and it's hols summore.... y don't i just give myself a teeny weeny little break before i start.... and the boom it's last week of hols and ur too busy rushing everything.... haiz. haha. i'm just rambling on and on and on about nothing.
shall talk about something... let's see... haha. fine. nothing to tok about. nothing interesting anw. haha. shall go do something now. or at least try. =P. another pointless post. and anyway, beta, to to tell u the truth right, i never really let go anyway.
stained with coffee at 2:53 PM
Friday, November 12, 2004
sighz.
so late. so quiet. the night is so still. and i'm listening to songs. and...
it's times like these when i think of you and i wonder if you ever think of me...
ok. forget it. pointless post.
stained with coffee at 2:56 AM
//small fry
nobody cares.
why should they?
i'm just a small fry.
just do as you're told, they say.
and they get angry when you don't.
get all self-righteous.
think they're all-knowing.
they just can't see past the fog
they conjure about themselves.
because even small fry have feelings.
and they care.
and they sit in their cages and
they cry all day.
for themselves.
and for the others.
because they care.
and they're sad at the world.
they hate the world.
even though it's wrong to.
because the world hates them.
or so they think.
of course our POVs always differ.
and we never see things the same way.
and we get angry over small things.
because
we
don't
care much about others.
perhaps us small fry,
we shouldn't hate the world.
get all cynical.
perhaps we can change it.
make them see.
dissipate the fog.
change our POV.
change theirs.
of course, that's just way over me.
i'm just a small fry.
and the world hates me.
haha. some pointless can't-really-be-understood thing i wrote cuz i'm just too bored. =PPP.
stained with coffee at 2:19 AM
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
.randomness
ok. so i'm kinda not into the blogging mood despite it being the hols... haha. but there hasn't been much of interest lately.
RV Camp
well some ppl were complaining about the timing... first day of hols liao got camp. so sian rite. but at least it was kinda fun and entertaining... although the planning was just crap. haha. we were kinda doing all the planning last-minute... and we had so many very-last-minute changes... like on the night of the first day we decided to change stuff for the second day lolx.... yea. anw turned out quite well. i guess some ppl enjoyed it. but i think it wuz kinda disorganised and i wuz kinda left out of the loop for many things. bah. next camp muz do better. yay.
CCAL Camp
the first two days of ccal camp made me think the camp was slack. the next day made me think that it sucked. lolx. first two days was basically stupid lectures on and on and on for the whole day. sit in-the-lecture-theatre-and-fall-asleep kind of lecture. but at least i guess i learnt quite a bit about being a leader and stuff. it wuz a kinda good reflection too cuz RV camp just ended and so i could go over stuff that i could improve on etc. first night was damn farnie during supper time. me poey yip and yamies were sitting around at the dining hall veradnah drinking all the leftover milo [which was like... a LOT]. "drowning our sorrows" according to yip lolx. anw yamies was msging his gf. haha. but he didn't know poey swapped his number for hers. so all of yamies' messages went to poey. haha. quite interesting msgs ^^". the three of us [excluding the ignorant yamies of course] were laughing like mad. haha. but poey's really good at imitating ppl lolx. fooled yamies the whole night and all the way until the next day breakfast when we finally told yamies. haha. anw. third day was the coolio 50k hike to changi beach. should have been like. half that distance. but we [my grp] had to travel all over to checkpoints, and sometimes we had to double back the way we came to get to the next checkpoint... so sian rite. haha. but it wuz kinda fun lar. in hindsight. cuz i didn't know i could hike that far. and the last 10+k were really challenging for me... physically [i'm not that fit wad] as well as mentally [cuz u keep thinking waddahell am i walking halfway across singapore for?]. haha. but we managed to complete it. and we won lolx. we got the most number of points and totally thrashed all the other groups cuz we finished the activities without making mistakes. ^^".
anw. hols getting quite boring cuz there doesn't seem to be much for me to do but own every1 in et lolx. i think i'm hooked on to it again lolx. better start fighting it off if i dun wan nxt year to turn out like this year. haha. but nvm. i shall find ppl to do more constructive things with ^^". almost put the word "productive" instead of "constructive".... lolx. but that wouldn't do, would it?
nvm. juz tokking kok here. haha. bb.
stained with coffee at 1:00 PM
