Sunday, July 30, 2006
tongue-tied.
there are many times that one feels the need to comfort another, yet can't seem to find the right words to say it.. and that just leaves one feeling pretty much defeated. sounds familiar? hurr. happens to me quite often.
anyway. it's been a while since i've had a proper conversation with you. everytime i tell myself to try it seems as though 1) there's nothing much to say anyway, 2) you're always busy with other things/other people or 3) you aren't really interested in what i have to say anyway. i can't really say it's driving me nuts, cuz i'm kinda resigned to it already. but i guess it's quite a sad situation isn't it. from my point of view anyway. maybe everything i believed in was just some self-delusional fantasy. it's really beginning to sound that way.
oh man. that was really really angsty. laughably angsty. but it kinda fits in, considering what my class seems to have turned into these few weeks. hurr. bunch of angst-ridden teenagers. not a very pretty sight.
stained with coffee at 12:29 PM
