Wednesday, May 24, 2006
here without you..
.. but you're stil with me in my dreams.it's bitterly ironic. how can something give you such happiness and yet such pain. it's getting harder to push you away. sometimes i feel like prometheus, tied up on that cliffside, with that raven pecking out my liver everyday. it's just that i'm willingly calling for that raven, and i'm willingly chained there. sounds quite masochistic.
seeing you makes me smile, yet brings such despair inside.
i wish you'd smile at me, yet i wish you'd just leave me alone.
i yearn to see that sparkle in your eyes, but you just turn your face away.
i want to hyear your voice, yet i wish you'd just shut up.
i miss you, and still i wish you'd go away and never come back.
i want to go to sleep, and yet i don't, because i know you'll be there waiting for me on the other side.
and it's getting harder to believe..
stained with coffee at 9:56 PM
