Wednesday, January 18, 2006
hmmm.
do read wen hao's post entitled
"a commitment too early", cuz i think it really applies to me as well. which is really sad. i mean. there are like. tons and tons of other things that i could join... like tennis, maybe shooting... sadly i made an early 'career choice' and now yeah i'm sorta stuck in chorale. i mean. even if i do manage to get into other ccas, it just feels bad to abandon chorale. not that i have much gripes about chorale larh, i like singing and music and all the stuff they do... but just maybe i should have tried something new, and now i fear it's a little too late.
sadly our og has disintegrated. well, we still meet in the mornings (some of us anyway), but then there doesn't seem to be much that brings us together during this time, and after that, when the day kicks in, we're all so caught up with other old friends that we seem to forget the two little letters 'og'. sadly the case. maybe it wasn't meant to be a fixed thing, something that was supposed to last. maybe it was just a short-term measure to bridge the awkwardness of the first week or so in RJ. but still. shouldn't we all just put in a little effort to really bond with practically the first few 'strangers' we meet in RJ? well, that's just my take on it. but then, relationships can't be one-way. of course, the cliched phrase 'it takes 2 hands to clap' just comes to mind. well. i guess, we'll se how it goes (which is really a phrase repeated for like. the 3rd or 4th time on this blog in the span of like. 3 entries. it's sad.)
just as a side note, chorale wasn't until 7.30 (thankfully). and due to awful weather, i now have to wake up at 5.30 on sat if i want to go for tennis trials. ><"
stained with coffee at 9:17 PM
