Tuesday, March 01, 2005
just stuff
i seem to be contradicting myself a whole lot haha. i keep saying there's no time there's no time yet i have so much time to blog. i guess its just cuz i'm SICK and TIRED of doing work all day long or something close to that. 6 hours sleep, 11+ hours in school doing work, come home do hw. so stress. grr.
i notice everything nowadays seems so mundane. routine. boring. its as if whoever who's in charge of distributing interesting events to everyone in the world somehow forgot to add me to his/her/its mailing list. haha. oh well. guess i shouldn't keep complaining so much and just be content with what i already have.
it's already the 1st day of march. 2 months have passed and i don't feel like i've accomplished anything, let alone improved myself. its amazing how time flies so fast. i remember it wasn't so long ago when we were all slogging it out at orientation camp as new sec 1s. just a little over 3 terms in RI left. will i be just another student who passes by through this school, leaving nothing behind for others to remember me? my three years and one term in ri seem so wasted now... i haven't done much to get anywhere, just coasting along, not really trying to do anything, to be special or outstanding. just another guy in all white walking around. four years. will anyone else notice these four years which i have spent? will i even notice? will i remember?
stained with coffee at 9:59 PM
